Just because words cannot explain...
Recently, I got really bored. I was so shocked actually because I had many things in mind during the semester but now that the vacation is here, it seems like all these things just evaporated. I can't even recall one single thing from what I had in mind. A couple of hours ago, while listening to my sweet chillout trance, I day dreamed about my interests and what I really love to do. I mean beside the obvious ofc (Being a computer Geek).
Sometimes, you are there for me. Others, you aren't.
Sometimes, you make me more awesome. Others, you steal my awesomeness away.
Sometimes, you make it better. Others, you just make it even worse.
Sometimes, you make me wanna kiss you. Others, you act so cruel.
Sometimes, I miss you. Others, I just wanna get you outta my mind.
Sometimes, you make me forget what my interests were. Others, you remind me with them & make me discover new ones.
There are times of everybody's life when he/she gets really stressed out. Every tiny little detail becomes stressful and every time you hear abt work you just wanna blow something up ! Or maybe just strangle the person in front of u to death. I know that ppl consider working under stress a Skill. To me, it's not because I never put anything in mind and that's how I handle my work or responsibilities.
Some of my friends asked me "Don't you ever feel down? or depressed? You seem to be always happy and Joyful even without reasons!". It's true, I am always happy, always Joyful for reasons and even for no reasons at all! But, this doesn't mean I don't feel down at times or get depressed.
I still can't believe I had the great opportunity of meeting and being taught by CHR founders & legends such as Prof. Dr. Thom Fruhwirth, Prof. Dr. Slim Abdennadher, Dr. Jon Sneyyers, Dr. Peter Van Weert and many other professionals =D =D.
CHR basically means Constraint Handling Rules which is another form of logical constraint programming similar - in a way - to prolog.
This summer, me and my friend moataz mekki received an internship offer at the GUC Advanced Digital Media lab. Without any doubt, we both agreed since, moataz needed to finish some his internship period required by the GUC before graduation and I of course love Networks and had so much fun with the course during the semester. The internship period was one month during July 2010.
Okay, I know that no matter how much words I write It won't be sufficient and powerful enough to express How I really felt during that period. One of the best periods of my life, when I was working with SmartSoft. It really changed my whole idea about group work. Never thought I'd fit in a team that way EVER !!.. like seriously, NEVER EVER !!
I used to be against group work. I'm always better off alone especially when it comes to working in field I like or near a topic I love. I give better work throughput and I love doing things my own way. And I have some crazy ideas of my own. Besides, it all depends on my current mood & the environment I'm working in. So, It was always better to save people from me and do my own thang alone =D. In that way everybody remains happy and no one gets hurt. But this all changed after the SmartSoft experience last Semester.