There are times of everybody's life when he/she gets really stressed out. Every tiny little detail becomes stressful and every time you hear abt work you just wanna blow something up ! Or maybe just strangle the person in front of u to death. I know that ppl consider working under stress a Skill. To me, it's not because I never put anything in mind and that's how I handle my work or responsibilities.
I just hate any forms of stress or overthinking abt stuff especially that I naturally overthink everything already. Plus, stress is a creativity and innovation killer. Personally, I can never work in a stressful environment with pushy and over-worried ppl all around. And I definitely hate routine! If there isn't something unique every day or changes from time to time, that's it I'm done. I always pick whatever I like to do and do it whenever I want to. Deadlines? It's just a matter of putting myself into the mood. I just think or believe "There is no deadline" and amazingly I just work whenever I feel like working and when such times come, I can just finish a task that can take anybody days in just a couple of hours. It's like a blast of energy and motivation that usually lasts a week or sth.
It all depends if I'm doing something that I love ofc. And that's not an issue to me, because As I just said I never throw myself into something I dun like or feel like doing. Even if there is something that dislike a lil bit, I just find ways for me to like it 1st and then do it. Motivation and working environment always come first! and believe it or not, I never worry about grades, assignments, quizzes, deadlines, exams or any crap of that sort. However, I do believe in a well-ordered schedule to follow. That's why I never miss a deadline, or when I miss one, this means I have already planned to miss it =D. Yeah according to my mood, I sometimes dynamically change the priority of stuff and reschedule tasks. It's like I just wakeup and go like, hmmm Okay, 2day feels like Subject X or maybe 2day feels like party or going out ,... etc)
But, there are also times, when I just dun feel like doing anything. I just need some time for myself. Maybe to just stare outside the window doing nothing. Or, for Playing video games, revisiting some good old memories inside me, chasing my hobbies and interests that I almost forgot about in the middle of the daily battles. Such times, I can never give up to anybody/anything! Even If I'm gonna cause a nation to fail. It's just all abt me and NOTHING but me. Which I think is quite fair because I naturally live for other ppl. Or, I waste myself for many causes that I believe in. My personality is just all about helping and motivating others. Even the work I do, It's not just to see If I can do it or not. Also, not to practice or learn new skills. Because, I really know how awesome I am when I dedicate myself to something (I have already tested myself throughout my life). I just do it for the sake of the judgmental human nature that believes in only things they can see, hear, smell or touch. (Even feelings are starting to fade away these days, no one believes in them).
I would really appreciate it if ppl understand that. Stop pushing others, stop worrying. Everything will be much easier. And, admit it: Don't you have such times too in your life?
You only live once and it's not worth the stress and the load. Just make sure u do what you love and Enjoy yourself =D ! Don't push yourself too hard. Screw the deadlines, screw everything that you are just doing to get paid or get grades, or maybe get a piece of certificate. They're all man made after all. Put that in mind, do what you love, love what you do and everything you want will just come to you. Plain & simple. This is my script to have an awesome successful life full of joy and happiness.